I’ve been having those “dreams” where I am awake and everything feels so real & I don’t feel like I’m asleep at all. Then when i wake up i trip out cuz i wonder if i actually did what i did in that “dream”. Like idk how to explain it. It’s weird.
I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.